Gathered some old offsite threads

Lonely no more

Jay smiled as he greeted another co-worker, it was nice to be back. Jay had missed his friends here but here was somebody he had really missed. Chris Jericho his good friend and the one he was in love with but he hould never tell him. He was shaken out of his thoughts as he bumped into somebody.

Chris smiled. "Jay, long time no see."

"Hey Chris." Jay said "How've you been?"

"Good," Chris said with a nod. "and you?"

Jay nodded "Pretty good."

Chris nodded. "That's good."

Jay nodded feeling a little nervous.

Chris smiled. "It's good to see you again."

Jay smiled "Yeah you too." he said.

"What are you up to?" Chris asked.

"Just walking around seeing some poeple." Jay answered.

"Want company?" Chris asked.

Jay nodded "Sure." he answered.

Chris smiled. "Okay then."

Jay smiled as he walked before asking "So how are things with you and Matt been?"

Chris sighed softly. "He.........left me about a month ago."

"Oh i'm sorry Chris." Jay said softly.

Chris shook his head. "It's alright."

Jay nodded slowly before saying "If you need someone to talk to i'm here for you."

Chris smiled. "That means a lot Jay."

"Its nothing and besides your my friend." Jay replied.

Chris nodded. "Still, thanks."

Jay nodded slowly before looking away.

Chris looked over. "You okay?"

Jay nodded "Yeah i'm fine." he answered.

"You sure?" asked Chris.

Jay nodded "Yeah i'm sure Chris."

Chris nodded. "Alright."

Jay sighed and continued to walk.

Learn my lesson by now

Adam smiled as he and Jay headed back to their locker room. "Felt good to do that again, huh baby?"

Jay grinned and nodded being careful to hid the pain he was in as he said "Its was so awesome Addy."

Adam nodded. "Are you okay baby?" Adam asked. "Brodus was real rough with you," Adam growled lowly.

"Yeah Addy i'm fine." Jay answered quickly.

"Jay Jay.........don't lie to me," Adam sighed.

"I'm fine Addy." Jay said as he looked away.

"Sure you are," muttered Adam.

Jay sighed "Adam i'm fine." he said as he turned away from Adam.

Adam sighed, gently laying a hand on the suspected injury.

Jay whimpered as Adam touched his injury "Adam."

Adam crossed his arms. "Thought you were fine?"

Jay sighed and answered "I'm fine Adam."

Adam rolled his eyes an poked the area again.

Jay whimpered loudly again before glaring at Adam "Stop it."

"Admit it," replied Adam.

Jay shook his head "No." he said stubbornly.

Adam poked him again.

Jay whimpered again "Adam stop it now." he snapped.

"Admit it and I will," said Adam.

"Adam i am fine now stop it." Jay said.

Adam rolled his eyes. "Stubborn ass."

Jay rolled his eyes "Jerk." he murmered softly.

"Baby......" Adam sighed. "You know I'm only like this cause I love you."

Jay sighed and looked away "Adam.."

Adam sighed. "Jay please."

Jay sighed again "Addy can we get go to the room please?"

Adam nodded. "Okay baby."

Jay sighed as he quickly gathered up his bag.

Adam grabbed his own. "Give me your bag," said Adam.

"I can carry my bag Addy." Jay said softly.

"Jay just give me the bag," Adam said.

Jay sighed before handing his bag to Adam.

"I don't want you hurting yourself baby," Adam said.

"Carrying my bag isn't going to hurt me Addy." Jay said.

"I'm not taking any risks baby," said Adam.

Jay sighed and shook his head as he smiled softly. He turned and opened the door to their locker room.

Adam put an arm around Jay. "I love you, you stubborn ass."

Jay smiled "I love you too you jerk." he said as they walked out of their locker room. As they were walking they heard somebody talking in Spanish.

Adam growled lowly, pulling Jay close.

Jay bit his lip as Alberto made his way over to them.

Adam held Jay close.

Alberto smirked as he leered at Jay before looking at Adam with contempt.

"Didn't I already kick your ass once tonight cockroach?" Adam asked.

Alberto frowned before turning to Jay and saying "When you want to ditch the loser you know where to find me." before touching Jay's cheek and turning to leave.

Adam growled lowly. "C'mon baby, let's get out of here before I end up in jail."

Jay nodded, wanting to get away from Alberto quickly.

Adam led Jay to the car.

Jay sighed as he got into the car.

Adam got into his side of the car.

Jay gave Adam a small tired smile before he closed his eyes.

This Reeks But Not Of Awesomeness

Jay sighed as he walked back slowly to his and Adam's room. The match with Swagger had been brutel but he didn't want Adam to know he had got hurt.

Adam smiled when he saw the door open. "Hey you."

Jay smiled "Hey Addy." he said as he kissed him.

Adam gently kissed Jay back. "Missed you," he murmured as they broke apart.

"I missed you too." Jay said softly as he put his bag down.

"C'mere you," Adam smiled, leading Jay over to the bed.

Jay smiled as he followed Adam to the bed before he sat down.

Adam smiled. "Bet you did great tonight."

Jay shifted slightly before he smiled "Yep." he said "Swagger was easy to beat."

Adam raised a brow at Jay's actions. "Did something happen baby?"

Jay shook his head "No nothing happened." he said quickly.

"You're lying," Adam said, crossing his arms over his chest.

"Addy i'm not lying." Jay said quickly.

"I know when you're lying Jay," Adam replied.

Jay bit his lip and looked away "Adam nothings wrong." he said softly

"Jay-Jay," Adam sighed. "You know I don't like it when you keep things from me."

Jay sighed "The match tonight was pretty bad and Swagger hurt my arm and knee." he said softly.

Adam sighed softly and gently pulled Jay into his arms. "Baby.......why didn't you tell me?"

Jay just shrugged but he didn't want Adam to know he hadn't gottin it looked at.

"Did you talk to one of the trainers about it?" Adam asked. "Be honest."

Jay sighed and shook his head no.

Adam ran a hand over his hair. "Jay........"

Jay sighed "What Adam?" he asked softly.

"You know you should've gotten looked at," Adam said gently.

"Look i was tired and i just wanted to go." Jay answered.

"I'm taking to get looked at tomorrow," Adam said simply.

Jay shook his head "Adam its fine." he said.

"This isn't up for debate William," Adam said firmly.

Jay shook his head "I'm not going Adam." he said stubbornly.

"Yes you are," Adam said firmly.

Jay shook his head "You can't make me go." he said stubbornly.

"You wanna bet on that?" Adam asked. "I could drag your ass to the ER right now."

"No you couldn't and i'm still not going." Jay said firmly.

"Yes I could and you keep it up and I will," replied Adam.

Jay frowned "Adam i mean it i'm not going." he said firmly.

"Yes you are," replied Adam with a sigh. "Please baby......"

Jay shook his head "Adam i'm fine." he said softly.

"You are not fine," Adam said softly.

Jay sighed and didn't answer, he knew Adam was right but he didn't want to go.

"Please Jay," Adam pleaded softly. "For me?"

"Addy you know i don't like going." Jay said softly.

"I know baby, but you need to," Adam sighed.

Jay bit his lip "Addy come on don't make me."

"Baby, you need this," Adam said. "I wouldn't make you if you didn't."

Jay bit his lip but he still shook his head no.

Adam sighed. "Alright....."

Jay relaxed a little and laid down.

"Why don't you get some rest baby, you look exhausted," Adam said.

Jay nodded and curled up "Night Addy." he said as he closed his eyes.

"Night Jay-Jay," Adam said, gently kissing the smaller man's temple.

Jay smiled softly before he fell sleep curled up under the blanket.

Adam smiled and watched Jay sleep. He had a plan

Jay slepted soundly as Adam ploted.

Adam gently picked Jay up.

Jay snuggled close to Adam as he picked him up.

Adam carefully carried Jay to the car.

Jay stirred slightly as Adam sat him down in the seat but he didn't wake up.

Adam got in and drove to the hospital.

Jay woke just as they pulled into the parking lot "Addy whats going on?" he asked sleepily.

"Shhhhh, just go back to sleep baby," Adam said.

Jay nodded sleepily "Ok Addy." he said as he closed his eyes again.

Adam smiled and waited for Jay to drift off again before getting him out of the car.

Jay shuggled close when Adam picked him up again.

Adam carried him inside.

Jay opened his eyes again as Adam sat down.

Adam didn't notice this.

Jay bit his lip and asked softly "Addy where are we?"

"It's okay Jay-Jay," Adam said softly.

Jay bit his lip "Addy i don't want to be here." he said softly.

"Shhhhh baby, you're fine I've got you." Adam said.

Jay sighed and buried his head in Adam's shoulder.

Adam gently rubbed his back.

"Addy please can't we go back to the hotel?" Jay asked as the doctor walked up.

Adam shook his head. "No baby."

Jay sighed and bit his lip as they followed the doctor.

Shhhhh," Adam whispered.

Jay sighed and snugged close to Adam as they made their way to a room.

Adam sat down on the bed with Jay in his arms, he wasn't about to let go.

Jay sighed softly as he leaned his head against Adam's shouder.

Adam smiled and kissed Jay's forehead. "Love you baby."

Jay gave a small smile "Love you too Addy."

Adam smiled and waited for the doctor.

Jay sighed as the doctor walked in "Hello i'm Dr Mason." he said with a smile.

Adam smiled and nodded.

The doctor gave Adam a flirty smile before asking "Now can you tell me want the problem is?"

Adam smiled down at Jay. "Well baby, you need to tell him."

Jay nodded and started to explain to the doctor. The doctor nodded and took notes while smiling at Adam.

Adam mentally shook his head. Was this guy really trying to flirt with him?

Jay pouted slightly and snuggled close to Adam, he couldn't believe thos guy was hitting on his Adam. The doctor just continued to smile and flirt with Adam.

Adam looked down at Jay and whispered softly, "You know I only have eyes for you baby."

Jay nodded and smiled softly as he squeezed Adam's hand.

Adam smiled back and kissed Jay's hand.

Jay smiled when the doctor had to leave for a minute.

"Don't mind him baby," said Adam. "I have everything I could ever want right here."

Jay nodded "I know baby, i just don't like him hitting on you like that." he said as he kissed Adam.

Adam nodded and kissed Jay back.

Jay sighed as the doctor returned to the room.

Adam gently squeezed Jay's hand.

Jay sighed as the doctor continued to flirt with Adam while he was helping him.

Adam rolled his eyes. "Could you stop with the petty flirting and do your job," Adam asked. "You're making my boyfriend uncomfortable."

The doctor was taken aback but he quickly finished and left the room again.

Adam chuckled softly. "Feel better baby?"

Jay smiled as he answered "Yep much better."

Adam smiled. "Good."

Jay smile and asked "So can we go home now?"

Adam nodded slowly and stood up with Jay in his arms.

Jay smiled and curled close, glad to be leaveing the hospital.

Adam smiled and carried Jay to the car.

Jay smiled and curled up again.

Adam smiled. "I love you baby," Adam said.

Jay smiled "I love you too." he said happily.

The Moments When We Smile, and Those Between

Jay bit his lip as the second test said the same as the first, he was pregnant. He nervously looked at the door, he had been in here for a while and he knew Adam would be checking on him soon. Jay looked again at the test on his hand, how was he going to tell Adam? Jay started to pace nervously, He couldn't tell Adam, Adam would hate him and call him a freak. Jay but his lip sadly as he decided what he had to do.

Adam knocked lightly on the door. "Baby, everything okay?"

Jay jumped at Adam's voice before hidding the tests and answering "Yeah i'm fine."

"Are you sure baby, you've been in there for a long time," said Adam.

"Yeah i'm fine Adam." Jay answered as he opened the door.

Adam held his arms out to the smaller man. "C'mere baby."

Jay bit his lip sadly, normally he loved it when Adam held him but right now it would just make it harder to do what he needed to do.

"Blue Jay?" Adam asked softly. "What's the matter?"

Jay shook his head "There's nothing wrong Adam."

"Jay don't lie to me," sighed Adam.

"I'm not lying." Jsy said softly before walking past Adam.

Adam sighed and shook his head.

Jay took a deep breath before saying softly "Adam i thnk we should take a break."

Adam bit his lip. "J-Jay......why?"

Jay bit his lip and tries to answer but the words where caught in his thoat.

Adam looked at Jay sadly. "Did I do something?"

Jay shook his head "You didn't do anything Adam." he said softly.

"Then, then what's going on Jay?" Adam asked.

"Jay shook his head "Look i can't talk about it." Jay said softly, his voice breaking slightly

"Why not Jay?" Adam asked. "Talk to me I'm sure whatever it is we'll get through this."

Jay closed his eyes "Adam please i can't tell you."

"Jay you know you can tell me anything," pleaded Adam.

"No i can't Adam." Jay snapped "How i am i sapose to tell you i'm pregnant." Jay stopped when he realised what he had just blurted out. Jay bit his lip before running from the room.

Adam chased after him.

Jay continued to run afraid to stop and face Adam.

Adam ran until he caught up with Jay and got his arms around him

"Adam let go." Jay whimpered as he tried to sqirm away.

"No," replied Adam as he turned Jay to face him. "Jason, look at me."

Jay bit his lip and looked down at the ground.

"Jay-Jay," Adam said gently. He took Jay's face in his hands and forced the smaller man to look at him. "You're pregnant?" Adam asked.

Jay nodded "Yeah i'm pregnant." he said softly.

"Did you think I was gonna leave you because of that?" Adam asked.

Jay bit his lip and nodded, looking away again.

"Blue Jay," Adam said softly. "I would never ever EVER do something like that to you baby."

Jay looked at Adam, asking softly "Really?"

"Really," said Adam, nodding.

Jay bit his lip before hugging Adam.

Adam hugged him close.

Jay gave a sigh of relif as he snuggled close.

Adam picked Jay up and carried him back to the room.

Jay laid his head on Adam's shoulder as he curled closer.

Adam smiled and kissed Jay's forehead.

Jay smiled softly "Love you Addy."

"Love you too Jay-Jay," Adam smiled.

Jay smiled before yawning softly.

"Tired baby?" Adam asked.

Jay nodded "Yeah." he answered.

"Why don't you get some rest baby?" Adam asked.

Jay nodded and closed his eyes and he soon was asleep.

Adam drifted off soon after.

Jay woke the next morning feeling nauseous. Jay quickly moved to the bathroom but before throwing up.

Feeling Jay get out of bed Adam got up and quickly followed.

Jay sighed as he finished throwing up.

"You alright baby?" Adam asked.

Jay nodded as he wiped his mouth.

Adam left the room and returned with a glass of water. "Here Jay-Jay."

"Thanks Addy." Jay said as he took the glass.

"You're welcome honey," said Adam.

Jay sighed as he got up and went to the bed.

Adam followed. "You need anything baby?"

Jay shook his head "No i'm fine baby."

Adam nodded. "Okay baby."

Jay sighed as he curled back on the bed.

Adam laid down and pulled Jay close.

Jay smiled and snuggled close before kissing Adam softly.

Adam kissed Jay back.

Jay smiled smoftly and snuggled closer.

"Love you Blue Jay," Adam smiled.

Jay smiled "Love you too Addy."
A few weeks later Jay bit his lip as he waited in a doctors office with Adam.

Adam held Jay's hand. "It's alright baby, I'm right here."

Jay nodded as he squeezed Adam's hand "I know." he said softly before a nurse walked up to them.

Adam gently squeezed his hand.

Jay bit his lip as he and Adam followed the nurse.

Adam stayed close to Jay as they walked.

Jay sighed as he down and waited for the doctor to come in.

Baby relax," Adam said gently.

Jay sighed "I can't help it i'm nervous Addy."

"I know you are," Adam said softly.

Jay bit his lip as the doctor came into the room.

Adam squeezed Jay's hand. "It's okay baby."

Jay nodded slowly and squeezed Adam's hand.

The doctor introduced himself as Dr. Easton.

Jay squeezed Adam's hand before giving a small smile and introducing himself.

Dr. Easton gave a small smile. "Nervous are we?"

Jay nodded as one of his hands rested on his stomach.

"It's normal for a first time parent," said Dr. Easton.

Jay nodded again as he squeezed Adam's hand again.

"So how've you been feeling?" Dr. Easton asked.

"Well besides throwing up every morning i've been fine." Jay answered.

Dr. Easton nodded. "That'll stop in a few weeks."

Jay nodded still feeling nervous.

Dr. Easton chuckled softly. "Relax, I'm not gonna hurt you I promise."

Jay blushed slightly and murmered softly "Sorry."

Dr. Easton smiled. "It's okay, it's normal to be nervous."

Jay nodded as he relaxed a little, he was still a little nervous but the doctor seemed nice.

Adam gently rubbed Jay's shoulders

Jay smiled softly as he leaned into Adam's touch and looked over to him.

Adam continued this as Dr. Easton began to work.

Jay took a deep breath as he shut is eyes for a second. He sat there for a minute before there was a small pain in his stomach.