Be My Protector

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What do you mean?" Jay asked softly.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 4:56 am

Jeff bit his lip and closed his eyes for a moment before he began. "From the time I was your age.......I've had a........... prescription pill addiction."

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Jay bit his lip softly. Adam asked "What?"

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 5:13 am

Jeff shook his head. "Don't make me repeat it Adam."

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Adam sighed softly before he and Jay hugged Jeff "We don't care if you made mistakes in the past." Jay said softly "We love you." Adam finished softly.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 5:25 am

Jeff hugged his boys close to him as he felt the tears running down his cheeks. That's what they didn't understand. He was still using.

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Jay could still tell something was wrong "Jeff what is it?" he asked softly.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 5:30 am

"I can't stop Jay," Jeff whimpered softly.

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"We'll help you." Jay said, Adam nodded "You can do it we know you can."

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 5:37 am

Jeff nodded, nuzzling into Adam's hair. He just needed his boys right now.

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"We're going to help you though this i promise." Jay said softly as he and Adam curled close to Jeff.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 5:41 am

Jeff nodded slowly. "I love you boys so much."

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"We love you too Jeff." Adam said softly, Jay continued "We don't know what we'd do if we didn't have you."

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 5:46 am

"You'll never have to find out," said Jeff gently. "I promise."

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Adam and Jay both curled closer to Jeff.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 5:56 am

Jeff smiled when something came to his mind. "Jay-Jay, could you bring my guitar from the bedroom?"

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Jay nodded amd hurried to get it for Jeff.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 6:02 am

Jeff smiled and pulled the paper from his pocket. During his session he'd been asked to write how he felt about the boys. It had come out as a song.

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Jay returned with the guitar and handed it to Jeff.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 6:06 am

Jeff smiled, looking down at the paper in his lap. "Boys, today my therapist asked me to write out exactly how I felt when I thought about the tow of you," Jeff said. "and this is what I wrote," Jeff paused for a moment and started to play before he sang softly.

Yeah, yeah

It seems like yesterday when I said 'I do'
And after all this time my heart still burns for you
If you don’t know by now that you’re my only one
Then take a look inside me and watch my heart strings come undone

I know I promised you forever
Is there no stronger word I can use?
To reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You’re my safest place to hide

Can you see me? Here I am (here I am)
I need you like I needed you then
When I feel like giving up
I climb inside your heart and still find (you're my)
You’re my safest place to hide

You see colors no one else can see
In every breath you hear a symphony
You understand me like nobody can
I feel my soul unfolding like a flower blooming

When this whole world gets too crazy, yeah
And there’s nowhere left to run (nowhere left to run)
I know you give me sanctuary
You’re the only truth I know, you’re the road back home

Can you see me? Here I am
Standing here, where I’ve always been (I've always been)
And when words are not enough
I climb inside your heart and still find (you're my)
You’re my safest place to hide

My safest place to hide (hide)

I know I promised you forever
There’s no stronger word I can use
To reassure you when the storm is raging outside
You’re my safest place to hide

Oh

Can you see me? (see me) Here I am (here I am)
Standing here, where I’ve always been (I've always been)
When I feel like giving up (up)
I climb inside your heart and still find (yeah, yeah)
You’re my safest place to hide

Oh, yeah
You’re my safest place to hide

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Adan and Jay smiled softly as they listened to the song.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 6:10 am

Jeff smiled and sat the guitar down before snuggling between the blondes. "You're my safest place to hide," said Jeff.

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Jay and Adam smiled as they snuggled closer to Jeff.

Subject: Re: Be My Protector Fri Apr 15, 2011 6:22 am

~Meanwhile At Matt's~

Evan sighed and walked into the house.

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Matt sighed and shook his head "Evan i'm so dissapointed in you right now. I told you and Justin not to talk about that in front of the boys and you disobeyed me."

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