Be My Hero

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 2:51 am

Evan shrugged, his focus remaining on Jay. He knew the minute he admitted how hard it had been for him, he'd break.

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"I know how hard it is to have to be the strong one Puppy." Matt said softly "I know it must of been so so hard on you."

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:07 am

"I'm the older one," said Evan. "I'm supposed to be strong one."

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"Trust me Puppy i know butone thing i learned was, sometimes you have to let your feelings out keeping them inside isn't healthy." Matt said knowly.

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:12 am

Evan sighed. "I'm not gonna sit here and whine about what happened to me when I know it's not nearly half as bad as what Jay went through."

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"Puppy looked at me." Matt said gently "It isn't whining to let your feelings out and it was still bad what you went though, you need to let it out so you can start healing."

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:20 am

Evan closed his eyes to stop the tears from falling. "They only hurt me because I wouldn't let them hurt Jay," Evan said, his voice already shaking. "They could've killed him if I didn't do what they wanted."

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Matt hugged Evan close "You did whatever you had to to protect your brother didn't you?"

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:29 am

Evan nodded. "As long as they were beating me, starving me, raping me, whatever they wanted to do to me.....they left Jay alone."

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"But it was never enough for them was it? Everything you let them do and they always wanted more didn't they?" Matt asked softly "And they still hurt Jay because they knew it would hurt you more."

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:40 am

Evan nodded slowly A few tears escaping his eyes. "They made me hurt him a few times, made me take the whip to him, they even tried to made me rape him once......"

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Matt hugged Evan close "Shh its ok Puppy, their never going to hurt you two again."

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:47 am

"I didn't wanna do it," Evan whimpered. "I didn't wanna hurt him."

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"I know Puppy i know." Matt said softly "And Jay knows it Puppy."

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:54 am

Evan nodded slowly. "You really think he knows?"

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"Yes i do Puppy i can see it in his eyes, your his brother that protected him. I saw how much he trusted you when we brought you two here." Matt said.

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 4:00 am

"I'd never hurt him out of my own anger," said Evan. "I love him too much."

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"I know Puppy and i know Jay knows that." Matt said gently.

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 4:10 am

Evan nodded and yawned softly.

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"Come on Puppy lets get some rest." Matt said softly.

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 4:19 am

Evan nodded slowly. "Okay."

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Matt pulled Evan close and kissed the top of his head "I love uou Puppy."

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 4:27 am

Evan smiled. "I love you too."

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Matt smiled and watched Evan fall asleep before falling aseep himself.

Subject: Re: Be My Hero Thu Apr 21, 2011 4:38 am

Evan woke the next morning with a yawn.

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